“Most assuredly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it produces much grain.” (John 12:24.)

What people are saying

John Glass
John GlassGeneral Superintendent Elim 2000-2016. Chair of Evangelical Alliance Council 2014-2018

"Gotta Die to Live is a powerful and impacting book written with transparent honesty and vulnerability. I have no doubt it will impact many lives. Kerry and Chris Cole exude a humility that gives all the glory to God – though what they continue to achieve, has been a result of their sacrifice and dedicated commitment to the ministry God has given them. I cannot recommend this book more highly."

Tony and Marilyn Fitzgerald
Tony and Marilyn FitzgeraldChurch of the Nations

“This book will change you. Read it with an open heart and allow Chris and Kerry’s life experiences to take you deeper, freeing you to fulfil all the Father has for you. It is not for the casual follower of Christ but more for the one that desires to know Him more deeply, whatever the cost."

Martin Scott
Martin ScottAuthor and Speaker

"Kerry writes with a non-defensive honesty that is wonderfully disarming and encouraging. Gotta Die to Live will help you walk away from the compulsion to be without weakness. Kerry’s vulnerability and humility draw the reader in at a heart level. Kerry's honesty sets the tone."

Sir Gary Streeter
Sir Gary StreeterMP, Chair of Christians in Parliament and Chair of Christians in Politics.

"Gotta Die to Live will make you smile and weep in equal measure. Thank you Kerry for your faithfulness."

Ward Simpson
Ward SimpsonCEO & President, GOD TV

"Gotta Die to Live will inspire and encourage you in every facet of your life. It will help you to find the ‘real you'."

Gary Beaton
Gary BeatonTransforming Glory Ministries

"One of the most inspiring and compelling autobiographies I’ve ever read."

Sarah Simpson
Sarah Simpson

"Mum and Dad have always been honest with their imperfections. I have grown up understanding the narrative of their ‘backstories’ and come to appreciate that we all need to undergo a process of transformation. Gotta Die to Live will give hope, freedom and liberation."

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